What a long weekend. Went to a party on Friday night with a woman I've been seeing and her friends, I've hung out with her friends before and they're pretty fun. The party itself was in Fort Point and was entertaining. I've gotten pretty used to being thrown into these situations where I know nobody and just be social and mingle. It's pretty interesting to hear other people's stories and tell some of your own. After the party we went to Jose McIntyre's, and closed that place down, where we all did some dancing and flirting.


Saturday I went to a caroling bar crawl, invited by a friend at work trying to hook me up with her old roommate. It was a blast. We had like 20 people in the group and I think I talked to everyone of them. We would go to a bar drink one or two and talk, then sing one carol in the bar and move on to the next one singing all the way. I must thank Lauren who organizes this (it's her fourth year) it's a great idea for people to get together and have fun and not care what other people think about it. The girl I was supposed to meet was a lot of fun, maybe a little too much fun. She was quite the party gal. Though she did take quite a liking to my hat and wore it for most of the night. After the Good Life a bunch of us went to a party at her friends house. It was a nice party, but the girl I was supposed to be talking to, wasn't paying any attention to me so I left and walked home in the Boston quiet 3:30am peace.

Sunday, I went over to Peg's (the woman I started seeing) place and watched High Fidelity. Peg is a really nice girl, and I like her company. Of course, for those who know me well and my past relationships, I don't dive into these things easily, I'm always skeptical. My last relationship I decided to trust my gut and look what happened, I also don't have any gut feelings yet about Peg. Not to say they're not there, I just haven't felt any yet. Most of my relationships have been this way, Heather, Norima, Julie, and Erin, all lasted a few months but I never felt committed to them and was always keeping my options open. The only other one I did feel committed to was Tara, but I really just blame that on the fact that I was 19 and hadn't really experienced anything like that before. I don't know what my problem is I just find it hard to get close to people. I think I lack faith in the human race.